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[[Dear Diary]]
...
written.
when the happiness is all that i have left,
nothing matters.
your luv is a part of me that i cant let go. that i cant leave yew. i'll never abandon yew, me, im all yours.


i miss laying next to yew and listening to your heart beat while i drift away to sleep. i miss yew holding me, feeling your breathing on my neck, i luv your hand on my waist, as is guiding me though my secret wourld. knowing im the one for yew, and your the one for me.

Loney sorrows there all not gone.
forever haunting me till dawn.
casting the lines, catching nothing.
the staples bind me. never leaving.
i want yew back but yew wont stay
whats wrong? are yew afraid.


what is is that i need the most? why yew? why not anyone else? i dont know, nor will i try. it doesnt matter, i want yew YEW yew. the one that treats me "wrong" the one whom says sorry the one i luv wiff the passion, that i gave to nobody else.
the thee one,, well thats what i thought, i dont know who yew are anymore.
the one that held me tightly saying "dont leave me" now yew let go and say "i dont know how to make yew happy."
the one that wispered in my ear and held me closer than ever "i would never hurt yew." the one i looked at, in the eyes, deep inside, and found the passion, desire, and hope. now yew speak like nothing matters, not even me. yew dont want to try, yew'll give up on me, but i'd never give up on yew.


why do yew luv me?
im nothing to yew.


my own thoughts in the eyes of myself. yet i still belong to yew. its not the same. nothing is. wishing it was the same again.


let me live without this emptyness, selfishness.
im still alive.


im always the one to screw up.
not yew.
your just there. && im tierd of blaming yew. its relly my fault and im so sorry. here i am, begging for forgiveness, sobbing, and crying my eyes out. im so sorry.





 
 
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