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It's happened, it's finally I happened, I swear it has. My brain has snapped beyond the point of fixing. I think it has anyway, maybe I'm just being a drama queen who's been away from the stage for far to long and needs to get it out. But maybe, I'm just imaging it all, maybe it's all in my head *punintended*. Or what if, I've deluded myself into thinking this all up, because I crave so much to be special, just like any normal human being. Or! it could be one of my crazy concoctions for why I'm so sad when I have no reason to be. Whatever it is, it's really hurting me. I feel as though my mind is deteriorating. I feel like, there's nothing in my head, like I'm an empty shell. It's more then just the disconnected feelings I get, it's like I'm a crazy loney. But for that to happen, it would mean, I'm sane. For, as everyone knows, or should know, everyone's a little bit insane. It's our insanity that keeps us sane. People without insanitiy, sane people, are driven to insanity, but they can't get out of it, thus making them insane, and quite possibly a threat to society. I'm not quite sure what I'm getting at other then, I feel like I've finally gone completely insane....

I think I've decided, that when I'm older, I want to do work with brains...human brains to be exact....they interest me