Ive been thinking.. (scary thought!) and i think i understand now. i understand that i dont have to put up with someone making me feel like crap and me always wanting, craving more attention from him. when really there are other people out there that think im actually worthwhile and are glad to have me around for more than to, well, own me. i dont have to put up with him making me feel like an air head or dumb anymore. i dont deserve,and definitely dont need, that treatment when i kno there is someone out there that treats me better and knows i deserve it. heart confused confused now the only problem is following my own advice.... confused
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