so......i didn't want to post this on my gaia journal, because it's so public and anyone could look at it....but i was thinking....one of the people that reads it could maybe help me....i hope....
here goes....
ever since ...mid july i think, i've been having these nightmares
i rarely remember them most of the time, but sometimes i can, i know they're nightmares because when i wake up, most of the time i'm crying, extremely cold, my heart's beating fast, and i'm shivering.....it's weird to be cold in my room because it's the hottest room in the house and i sleep with my door closed so it never cools down
lately i've been remembering the dreams more
and the more i try thinking about them, the more they slip from my memory
but i can still remember them....a little
but from what i can see, they are all variations of the same thing....i won't go into detail on what that is though
they've been getting more and more out of control
and i can't stand it
i've been trying to stay up at night so i don't have to go through them
but it's really hard.....i hate them i want them to go.....just leave and i want to completely forget about them......but i don't think that's going to happen
i tried something last night though....i tried meditating to focus on those dreams and ....i don't know....but it worked a little....i mean.....i still had the nightmare but it was nowhere near as bad as the others.....so i suppose that's good ...yeah.... but i'd have to do that every night >.>......i'm willing to do that though.....to make those dreams go away completely.....
tell me....
can anyone help?
 erinus is god · Tue Aug 07, 2007 @ 07:23pm · 0 Comments |
