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I really should remember to write in this thing. I'm not sure why I even bother....

Anyway, it's going to be a miracle if I pull through until summer break with my soul and skin still half-intact at least. Relay practice is messing with my karate schedule! stressed They want me to run the 400m, and I can barely survive that. They nearly put me on the 1500m! I'm so mad that I didn't make it on the sprinting teams. Argh! I totally messed up the first tryout, and my abs totally killed me the second time. 23ft in triple jump's not too bad, but compared to the kid in my class who jumped about ten meters and nearly crashed into a pole about a meter away from the edged of the pit, I totally sucked. Nothing must get in the way of karate-do! Except maybe kenjutsu.... I'm so lucky I don't have piano on Victoria day. The flute lesson'll probably still continue, though. Stupid teachers don't know when to take a break....

I have so many projects due on the first week of June, and I haven't even started on most of them. crying I'm trying to work while typing, but it doesn't work out very well.... My speech is completely being neglected in favour of a more interesting activity.

For some strange reason, my writing is even more disconnected than usual. They're normally random and strewn all over the place, but this is bad, even for me.

I took a weird personality disorder test a few days back. Highly amusing... I appear to be very highly paranoid, not dependant at all, and every other disorder is on high, with only two moderates. I think I need a psychologist.

Speaking of which, I got in trouble for nearly killing one of my classmates. I seriously think I need a psychologist, but the most I'll probably do is to go to my hyper friend who wants to be one. She's nearly as crazy as I am, so all's well. Everyone says I'm psycho, homocidal maniac. I'm not sure I can argue with that. xd

I just got hugged twice in one day, not that I really mind anymore.... I actually miss being hugged once in a while. I seem to scare everyone too much. Some of them still try to hug me, but they just can't catch me. What bothers me is that I can't really do anything about it, unlike that time when my friend hugged me just to annoy me.

*Flashback*
My friend *Sneaks up on me, hugs me from behind.*
Me *Thinking* Get away from me! *Whacks her in the nose with a heavy, flexible mace, ie. my lunchbag.*
My friend *Hopping around holding her nose.* Owwww! My nose!
*End flashback*

Ah, yes. Those were the good ol' times. Wait, what am I talking about? I'm not old enough to refer to any of my experiences as old. Ah, whatever. My hands are getting numb from typing, and it's 1010 pm. Maybe I should consider turning in for the night.

*Thinks about it for a while.*

Nah. I'm too bored to sleep now, but I think I should get my work done....