today was the first day of school
it sucked
so much
i hate school, i hate the people in my class, i hate the people in the other class, i hate most of the people in the school
but they hated me first, so it's not only me
the 2 or 3 people that don't hate me and talked to me, i don't really like...like at all
and we have a total of NOTHING in common so they basically talk about all this stuff that i could not care less about
but i'm nice and i pretend to listen and i respond and talk to them
i can't stand it there
i really really....don't want to go back tomorrow, i won't be able to stand a whole day with those people
god this is an emo journal entry
my mom acts like a 4 year old, talks like one, too
it's so annoying, i can't begin to explain it
she'll ask the SAME question about 5 times even though i answered it clearly the first time she asked
i also got a shot
the highlight of my day
it was FAR more painful than my last one, i wanted to start crying my eyes out right there, but i didn't. i'm stronger than that
it stung....so much
and now it's like...how can i explain this.....it's like the ocean waves coming into shore, how it's that random...throbbing kind of, but i can't predict when it's going to sting but when it does, it does alot.....usually for about a minute or 2
my fingers are getting numb too, kinda a b***h to type, really
and i still have a guitar lesson
what the ******** ever
my teacher is gonna be pissed that i can't play well
my hand and arm and shoulder....are in so much pain....i hate this
 erinus is god · Mon Aug 20, 2007 @ 09:55pm · 4 Comments |
