I have the most nicest, sweetest, romantic guy ever all thanks to my best friend if it weren't for her then i would have never met him, we have so much in common and some not in common but thats what make's a great relastionship last or works, although i was nervous at first i'm a little better but i'm still nervous, like yesterday he came over and we were just up in my room sitting on my bed talking we talked about all kinds of things that is till the music stopped then i just had to make somethings up to talk about with him, i never knew having a boyfriend would be so fantastic and it is thou i'm not opening up completely to him just yet i don't want to get hurt yet again so were taking it slow or how ever slow it is were taking it but i guess he does things fast but me i really don't ever notic it but than again i've never been on a real date and hes my very first offical boyfriend. wow i can't believe it my boyfriend i actually have a boyfriend i can talk to or go out with. "sigh" how wonderful it is. well enough about him. i just wish i didn't have to studyhalls its really boring all i do is my work or even if i didn't have work i'm still bored and i really don't like writting all the time in my notebook even thou its not all that bad i just like to save that for when i'm at home or when ever i get this overwhelming sincesation to write.
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