my parents want me to stop listening to my chemical romance. they told me yesterday on the car ride home from the cousins. when they said it...i just died. i cant not listen to them. i know everyone says this but they saved my life. if i hadn't heard them i wouldn't be alive. i would've killed myself. but what my mom said killed me faster than a gun would. we dont own a gun but if we did...well, needless to say i wouldn't be writing this right now. i was really depressed for two years of my life. i would put on a happy face but i dont remember a single time when i was happy. in fact, i dont remember much of anything. then i heard "welcome to the black parade" on the radio and i finally woke up. then i borrowed my friends cds and...well, i guess it goes up to now. i heard their lyrics and i realized that there are worse things in life than not being liked or being overweight or having acne or whatever stupid things i was sad about. i guess the point i'm trying to make is that for me to give up something that has affected me in such a positive way would ruin me. it would break me down to the core. but my parents dont see that. you know, i'm thinking that they're not very good parents. well, they want me to stop because of my sister. its not my fault that she wants to be just like me. and my mom wants me to get rid of some of the stuff on my profile. well this is who i am mom. you had better get used to it.
wemo-chyan · Mon Aug 27, 2007 @ 07:46pm · 0 Comments |