Mostly proubly what happened at school or my thoughts on things. Prepared to be freaked out lol. It's mostly just ranting and raving though. I guess some people like listening to that. Well Flip lol.
We all have to grow up someday
I hate growing up. When did my dreams have to end? Why can't I keep the childish things in me? Why does my innocence have to die in order for me to go on? It used to be so different...so carefree and dreamy. But now its stress and worries. Oh it's so complicated.... why couldn't things just stay simple and clean? "When we are older you'll understand what I meant said 'No, I don't think life is quite that simple...'"
>.< I feel the same way sometime if I think about it try reading these:
There’s a place in my mind No one knows where it hides And my fantasy is flying It’s a castle in the sky
It’s a world of our past Where the legend still lasts And the king wears the crown But the magic spell is law
Take your sword and your shield There’s a battle on the field You’re a knight and you’re right So with dragons now you’ll fight
And my fancy is flying It’s a castle in the sky Or there’s nothing out there These are castles in the air
Fairytales live in me Fables coming from my memory Fantasy is not a crime Find your castle in the sky
You’ve got the key Of the kingdom of the clouds Open the door Leaving back your doubts
You’ve got the power To live another childhood So ride the wind That leads you to the moon 'cause..."
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Sibachi · Community Member · Mon Sep 03, 2007 @ 08:06pm
Don't worry.
Life is simple and complicated at the same time, so basically, it's all quite ******** up (sorry for the bad word).
But it doesn't matter.
Your dreams don't have to die, you can keep any childish emotion you want in you, but the most important thing is: Don't ever -=({[EVER]})=- let your innocence die! Don't even let it get hurt! Innocence is the most important part of every living creature in the universe. The most benign and powerful feelings are born from it, and it's your most powerful weapon against reality. It is the very root of your light itself, and you can protect it and keep it in a safe place, away from the crude reality while you are dealing with the hazards of life in a very simple way...
Just by saying "you cannot hurt me".
You just have to be brave and believe you are invincible, to discover that you, Tiffany, are truly invincible and nothing, not even the power of a god, can hurt you or your sacred innocence.
The only thing that can hurt you, is yourself. If you give up, everything starts to crumble down. So don't ever give up! And if something starts to crumble down, just build it back up just as easy! Everything has a way to be fixed. Even while at the most critical point of misery, even while at the very bottom of the dark and smelly pit, you just have to pull yourself together and start climbing back up, and if you really can't, or it's just getting plain too hard, just say "HELP, GODDAMNIT!!!" (the goddamnit is optional) and help will be on it's way.
No matter how it looks, you are never alone in your quest.
Since my childhood, I have also been a huge dreamer. My imagination never stopped anywhere. I have my own "world" inside my mind from where my imagination keeps evolving ( I even plan to make it into a web-comic someday mrgreen), and as gigantic as it may seem to me or anyone else, I keep it safe in my "invincible treasure chest of impenetrability", wich I can open whenever I want to and is the size of this thumb! *shows you the thumb in his left hand*
I have been living in a s**t hole (sorry again) my entire life until now, but I'm still climbing, and I still see everything as fun and dreamy as I want it to be, cuz' I keep my innocence and good feelings always as shinny and good as new inside my little chest where "my world" is!
Sure rocks sometimes come down and try to knock you down, but if you believe you are Spider-man with an invincible armor of the future on, then those rocks are nothing!
We are here alive because of one single and simple purpose only: To build the life we want, anyway we want, and learn things from it, bit by bit, until the very end and beyond...But that's somewhat complicated too...oh well, I think I already made my point. Just don't worry about past, present or future. Don't worry about the pesky rocks that try to effortlessly knock you down on your way up.
Just keep walking...keep learning...and slowly and peacefully plan and build your life. Don't ever give up on your love. Don't ever give up on hope. Don't ever give up on your innocence. Don't ever give up on your dreams. And if you fall, just get up again, cause you can't get hurt, and nothing can stop you.
Peace. mrgreen
Oh and sorry if the post is a little thousand kilometers long, It's hard to stop when my "train of thought" gets moving. sweatdrop