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Its odd. Today I felt like everything was right in the world, a perfect day. Nothing really happened to cause this though, I mean it was a nice day but this feeling goes beyond happiness. It is like being completely at peace, I couldn't get mad at someone if I wanted to.

I want to record my memories of this feeling because I doubt it will come over me that often. It seems like a rare thing.

I talked to a lot of people I haven't talked to recently, Kristina, Gurkeet, Linh (and My I suppose, although we talk a bit more frequently) and everything seemed to go nicely, I felt elated and I was actually wearing a natural smile. I'm not sure if any of my friends know but usually when I'm not with you guys (or girls) my 'normal' face lads alot of people to believe that I'm sad, apparantly when I'm thinking deeply I don't smile much.

Maybe it was the first day of school that caused this, ironic since I haven't really been looking forward to school. I mean I was getting kind of bored of summer but I wasn't anxious for it to end. I saw alot of my friends whom I hadn't seen in forever and I seemed to make peace with a bunch of people who didn't like me as much (and vice versa?).

nothing really 'special' happened though so perhaps it was just my insanity reaching my emotions? I'm sure I must be crazy I'm just not sure HOW crazy exactly.

The feeling isn't as strong now as it was mere minutes ago it seems to be wearing off rather quickly (which is why I made this whole journal in the first place) but I expect I'll be happy for the rest of the day at the very least.

Records:
Time: Evening was when the emotion was strongest (6:00-8:20)
People I conversed with: Linh, My, Kat, Gurkeet, Kristina Gaians whom I don't know
Music: I was listening to the playlist 'halloween 2' at the time. A record will be made of the songs later in private (You guys would laugh at me wink )
Notable occurences: None? I had gone to bed early the night before (like, 9:00 early) to pepare for waking up early in the morning and had eaten breakfast (A chese and bacon sandwhich on a small english muffin nontoasted)

until next time.