I feel so guilty for getting my boyfriend in trouble at work on friday i couldn't even sleep that night so i asked my mom to apologize to him for me and he just laughed. Well i guess it was funny but i really didn't mean to get him in trouble i only wanted to see him. I think i might see him on monday i'm not sure but it would be so great if i could. razz So far i didn't have to take any s**t from my dumb a** brother, which is great because he's been away at friends. razzbiggrinsurprised I really can't wait till next saturday I'll get to see my boyfriend in his pj's cause we're sleeping over at my best friend's house after we get home from the prom it'll be late when we get back so were just staying over at her place but it really sucks i won't get to sleep by my boy so he can keep me warm and such plus i want to beable to have him hold me while i sleep guess i'll never get that chance i really want to though. Damn this is going to be really hard. Wait i don't want to go around in my pj's with my friend's boyfriend there i don't want another guy to see me like that i only want my guy to. Oh well my lost then i guess i have no choice.