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"My pain, my pride. These scars are mine."~ Otep Shamaya

	Why?
	Why?


I have no idea why I wake up any more... I have no reason to live... My only reason I ever had has left me... I have no idea what has kept my heart beating this whole time but... I want it all to end so badly... I was going to leave and run away with my gf... But I cant do that any more... I have no purpose to live any more... I have no where to run... No one to go to... What is the point of living if you are considered to be something wrong and evil and your own family hates you? If you have to wake up every morning and tell someone you hate you love them... why should you go on? If you have to live a lie... why live? Alucarda Incarnate · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 04:03am · 5 Comments


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	I know EXSACTLY how that is ... I have lived the same life once smiles and guves you a hug you have some talent here Keep writing ^_^ Lori S. Offline Lynn_Lothloin · Community Member · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 03:44am


	Everyone has a reason to live. You just need to find it. Course I'm not sure I have a reason to live but then again I haven't been looking around lately. Offline Abandoned Accounting · Community Member · Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 11:20pm


	you have me... dont forget that.... heart Offline reddevil666 · Community Member · Wed Jun 08, 2005 @ 04:08am


	why live a lie? ...well....for some...it's for someone they love....or for everyone...just so others can be happy....or maybe so that you can look back at the lies, and imagine, for just one moment...that it's not a lie....imagine that you're life isn't all that bad.....but then......you get hit back that it's just a lie that you're living...........but......then you imagine...or hope........or fake...........for others...and for yourself............ heh...um...if you don't mind....I'd like to keep this kinda secret........not many that I know in real life know of my pain...and......well....for the above stated reasons...and a few more maybe...i'd like to keep it that way talk to me whenever you need to, ill try to be there for you and understand and be a friend.... talk to you later p.s. keep in touch, maybe we can do something this summer Offline shinsetsu moriko · Community Member · Thu Jun 09, 2005 @ 04:28am


	well im here for u always and forever u should know that by now lol. u have me to run to and to love u. heart Offline Death=Peace · Community Member · Sun Jun 12, 2005 @ 10:28pm

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