Ever feel the horrible urge to seek revenge upon someone, or something? Have you ever battled with yourself over the fact if it's right to get even? Can you find enough reasoning to validate your hypothetical actions? Every just get pissed off? I truly hate getting lied too. I truly hate getting led on for years. I truly hate devoting myself to someone. Only to have it smacked in my face.
You know what's worse? Me, being a "nice" guy. I'm tired of letting my emotions and the like get walked over. I'm tired of having to bottle everything away. Simply for the sake of being "nice". Every get to that bursting point?
What's worse did you have the means to seek revenge, get even and any variation of the phrase? Did you find yourself in possession of countless photos, numerous chat longs, and many videos? Did you ever feel like "Maybe, this other person should know?"
I hate thinking like this. But I hate being wronged even more. I hate that the person I trusted with no life turned out to be a ******** moron. I never deserved any of this. But neither does anyone else. Ever feel like getting revenge for the sake of saving someone else from the same pain and suffering you're feeling now?
Damn I can't wait to go back home.
~DJ Bothwell
 XDvandalDJ · Sat Oct 27, 2007 @ 11:54pm · 5 Comments |
