Update:
Okay Grandma has been transfered to a nearby elderly care home for a while now. She is going back to OHSU on Monday to see if there was any progress from the chemotherapy on the tumor. We are all really scared, because if there is no progress, then the doctors will just let her go and not give her any more treatments, and we will lose her. To add on, grandpa didn't make the house payment this month. Granted, it meant we could actually get groceries this month, but at the expense of our home....Whether we stay or get kicked out hinges on this mortgage deal grandpa is trying to get. If we get it, we don't have to make payments for two months. If we don't, we will lose our home and have to go to an appartment, which we would never be able to keep up with rent on anyway...And I haven't been able to talk to John lately because his mom doesn't have a job and they cannot afford to pay all the bills, so his phone is down as is his internet. I miss him so very much! I wish I could talk to him, he is such a comfort to me...I'm so scared....I don't know what to do or what is going to happen....I don't even know if I should continue praying any more, because it seems more and more like God is pushing us away, punishing us, rather than taking care of us as it says He is in the Bible....What am I supposed to do? What are we going to do?
Another Update: We found out that there was progress with the chemotherapy, so it is being continued. However, progress is slow because her ph levels keep getting imbalanced by the treatments. Also, I still do not know if we get to keep our home or not. I hope we do. I finally got to talk to John yesturday, and he was going to be online today, but was not. I am afraid it will be another two weeks before I can talk to him again. Last time was hell and a half waiting for him. I'm still very confused on what to do. Also still looking for ajob so I can help out around home more.
 OutaiTabibito · Mon Nov 05, 2007 @ 01:50am · 0 Comments |
