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I'M SO SICK AND ******** TIRED OF ALL THIS! Today I found out that part of grandma's heart has died. She's not doing well. To add on, it seems that my worst nightmares are going to come true. The non-person that ruined my life is coming back to take some stuff from us, including my cat, Tigger. This person has lied to us, betrayed us, and stolen from us, yet they still have everyone wrapped around their little finger. Everyone still adores her, and despises me for still hating her. They stay ignorant of her lies, lying to themselves so that she seems innocent in their minds. This person is pure evil in my eyes, not worthy of the life given to her. I only feel for her daughter. Her daughter is the only one innocent. To add on, her worthless b*****d husband now has a job, where I cannot find one at all because of what she did to me. I hate her so much, yet everyone expects me to forgive her. Would they really forgive her if she had done to them what she did to me? She has them all under her spell, as always. Only my brother and I are no longer under her hypnotism. She's taken so much from us, and insists on taking more, even though she's the one that abandoned us, and Tigger. He's mine. She can't have him.
Update: Ok here's the run down. They've moved grandma into the part of the nursing home where more permanent patrons are. In another words, she's not coming home. She's lost control of her bowels and her legs have atrophied so badly that she cannot move herself around. She was home on Thanksgiving for dinner, but she was so tired that she was out of it and, once again, senility set in. Before, when I had lifted her into her chair, she was heavy, but at least she helped a little. It was not much, but enough for one person to handle it and barely avoid injuring their back. On Thanksgiving it took two or three people, because she could not help at all and was a 240 pound deadweight. She could still move her legs a little, but not much. Now she cannot use them at all, from what my grandpa has told me.
Not only that, but this finance agency we are going through to try and stay in our home a little longer has poo-pooed around for 60 days now. Today is the final day. If the paperwork doesn't go through, then, within a few months at most, we will be losing our home. Things are not good right now.
 OutaiTabibito · Thu Nov 15, 2007 @ 02:26am · 0 Comments |
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