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You may not see the pain going down on the outside.
But on the inside there’s earthquakes, avalanches and mudslides.
Mixed up emotions going down in the front.
Trying to tell me what to do to pick myself back up.

Chaos-driven intentions from your head to your toes.
Breaking down someone’s heart is now all that you know.
Power corrupts, but the heart it reflects.
So tell me exactly what you wanna do next.

You gonna break someone’s pride or pursuit for their pain?
You gonna leave them outside to drown in the rain?
You gonna crush their esteems or make them relive the past?
You gonna do some damage that was meant to last?

I’m tired of repetitious and my position I’m in.
Always on the outside forced to look in.
You just don’t get it so I’ll spell it out.
If you ******** someone up, it’s gonna come around.

You ask me do I miss you and then turn away.
Not knowing if I had something important to say.
You ask me do I care and you wonder why.
I always seem evasive and distant inside.

You never seem to get what I’m trying to say.
Like there’s a hidden message I am trying to convey.
I’m not that complicated you should know me by now
I’m not the type of person to let those messages out.

I’m almost always straightforward so what’s not to get?
Is there any more from me that you’re trying to expect?
Well guess what honey cause the time is up.
It’s time for me to pack it in and get out of this stuff.

I’ve had enough of these games and this emotional stress.
It’s time for me to move on and try to forget.
All the pain that you cause and all the scars that you left.
To face the real world and get some respect.

I don’t need you and you know you don’t need me.
We’ll be friends till the end cause that’s the way it should be.
I guess you already have, but it’s my turn to move on.
But remember you don’t know what you had till it’s gone

Reality’s a crime wave that moves in all directions.
Do your best to prepare and move on to the better things.
Take this piece of info as you go on your way.
Scars on the inside will always remain.