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Ok, right now, my breaths are short, I tear up, but I can't cry, and I feel sick to my stomach. Today just isn't my day.

I close my eyes but I can't keep them shut, I want to vomit, but I'd rather not scar my throat. Today has been hell.

I ditched school. Why? I really don't know. But, in the end, I got caught and I'm in a s**t load of trouble. Too bad my mom can't remember how much trouble I'm in. Maybe it's because I cleaned... Afterwards, my phone breaks. So, yup, no more phone calls until we either buy a new one, or I find my old phone. Good luck me, you'll never find it. Not in that pit of a room. That doesn't end it. I have a writing class to go to tomorrow, and that's when I need to turn in my homework. Problem? I didn't do it, and I'm too depressed to start. I need some medication for these problems...
And the best thing today! I live in California, near Disneyland. One guess as to what my favorite ride is. Oh gosh! You're right! It's Pirates. Huurrr... Well, as a turn of events, it got shut down. Why? I'll figure that out when the news comes on. All I know is that it's shut down... Sucks to be me, don't it?
Oh~! It only gets better! I burnt myself today! Yup! My mom asked me to make cookies, so I did. I take them out, and guess what! I burn my ******** arm on the cookie sheet! How fortunate am I? The burn is right near my pit, so I can't wear a t-shirt without hurting myself. Fun eh? Gosh I'm so ******** lucky! ;^;


I have a feeling things just might continue to go downhill, but, getting most of it off my chest feels a lot better.
I still want to cry, and I'm still a little sick to my stomach. But I do feel better.
God I want to cry...