This past Friday, I didn't want to just stay in the house all day after school,
So I decided to ask around, and find out what everyone else was doing.
Then,
I found out that Chris and Adam were planning on hanging out and "jamming" together.
Apparently, that's where they just play instruments till someone's ear bleeds or something. [[x3]]
Anyhow,
I decided to ask if I could go too.
And I did,
And Adam said "of course!"
Naturally, I was happy all day long~
Then,
After school,
While I was walking over to my bus,
Adam lets me know that the jam session was off,
Because Chris wasn't coming.
So,
Pissed off as I was,
I called Chris immediately after getting home,
And he called back eventually,
And we came up with a plan;
We were going to get a ride from Chris's mom,
And she was going to take us to Adam's house.
And we went.
And we had a lot of fun.
[Adam's little brother, like, 6 years old, starting hitting on me. I thought it was hilarious.]
Anyhow,
We were all walking back from the woods,
After RP-ing for a little while,
And Adam started rambling.
Eventually he mentioned breaking up with his current girlfriend.
I nearly spazzed inside.
I calmly asked about it,
And he said how he had a bunch of mixed emotions going about.
I'm terribly excited at the idea of him doing this,
But at the same time,
I feel awful.
I know his girlfriend now,
Somewhat,
And she really doesn't seem like that bad of a person,
AND,
She's completely in love with him.
I feel terrible for wanting him to break up with her,
But if that's the only way that I might have a shot,
Then...
I guess it's what must be done.
But..
I still feel like I'm an evil person.
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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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