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please somebody call me to let me escape this hell hole
my parents are being lazy, and i'm doing everything, yet i get yelled at for doing nothing
and it's been like this for days
and my brother hasn't done ANYTHING and he doesn't get yelled at at all
I HATE MY HOUSE!
i need an escape plan
and a friend.
to put that plan into action

later today;;
i'm angry
at a specific someone
and i'm sad
just in general
i need someone to talk to
='[
they need to make me feel better
i feel un-loved
nobody important is on aim right now
and my brother's almost home
so he's gonna annoy me
i'm listening to sad music, and that isn't helping my mental state

later later today;;
my mom got a razor
i'm so bored
i have stuff to do
that i don't wanna
i'm getting yelled at for not doing my math, but my dad wasn't here to help me
and when i tell that to him, he just keeps on yelling at me
it's cold
i'm hungry
i did the litterboxes last night
i didn't do my dishes, and i really don't feel like going downstairs to deal with the fat cat
he makes me chase him to carry him to his food
i hate him
i didn't get to do my progress report, because james didn't show me
my dad yelled at me for that too
i have to put the cake mix away
which is easy
but soon my dad's gonna yell at me for being on the computer too long
and i'm tired, so i'm extra emotional
i hate it when i'm tired
it's so annoying
my sad music didn't help today
i miss scooby again
i'm suprised someone hasn't told me to get over it yet
...it's weird
but that's okay
right now i'm basically ranting because i'm mad
at myself and others
cry emo

later later later today;;
i'm still hungry
i'ma have pizza
starting monday night, i shall not stay up past 10:30
cause my parents like to wake me up at 9:30
that gives me 11 hours of sleep
i think i can deal
but i stay up on weekends =]
i'm still angry at my parents
and a little sad
but i'll get over the sad
iunno about the angry
i'ma have pizza, eat a cupcake and play a game
mmkay?
mmkay
send me a message, if you please