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MOOD: evil

I am so ******** pissed!

OMFG! An ugly ******** likes me and won't leave me the ******** alone no matter what I ******** do! I ignored his calls and try to not talk to him, but he keeps DOING it!!! Even if I tell him, which I can't because I am too damn nice, I doubt he would stop. =/

Then there is this other guy who I sort of lead on, but I liked him at the moment. now he is ******** infatuated with me. Me = completely not interested. I can't be mean because I will feel bad, but I totally don't like him. Mmmk?

Then there is the guy I like. We were talkin, but I told him we shouldn't cause we were too shy to talk at school. Now I ******** regret it goddammit!!! scream I want to go back and change what I said and I effing can't. I am so mad right now... Why do I even care?!?!?! Normally I am all whatever, but I didn't even DATE this guy, and he is a year YOUNGER than me. Normally I don't even like younger guys, so WHYYY!?!?!?! Why, why, why!!!? I don't get it. I regret it all so much. I just kinda want him back, but I can't ask that now. So now I am stuck with two ******** LOSERS, and the guy I want is pretty much unattainable. Move on? Move on to WHAT!?!?! My town is so effing small, there is no one to move on to. So now I am stuck liking HIM and with two I can't stand. Son of a b***h. Love stinks and so do relationships! D<

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