I've lost track of the days here at Abenobashi, the academy of world-reknown fame for its magical talent. I've been trying my hardest not to cry over him anymore, but I can't help it anymore.
I love Haru de Halkett. I love his piercing blue eyes and his love for kittens. I love how he trusted me to do his hair, and I made it perfect, just the way I knew he would want it. How is it that I fell that we're perfect for each other, but he doesn't?
No, it's just that...that stupid curse he has on him. I have noting against Gabriel, I mean, he's a cute, little brother type, sweet child. I just want to hug him everytime I see him. But, because of his training, I'm in danger. I don't understand it...why would anyone want to do that?! They're idiots!
No...maybe...I'm the idiot.
I've let my emotions get the best of me again. The one inside me..that girl...she's becoming restless again. Momma told me to be careful of the feelings I have. I don't want to hurt anyone, and I feel like if I get angry again, I'll try to kill someone again.
Haru, if I never get to be with you, I hope to be your friend, no matter how much i hurts. I've known you most of my life without realizing it, seeing parts of your life in my dreams without wishing for it. I'm always watching, always hoping for the best, no matter what. Even if I can't see the far future, I can see the near.
I must leave now. I don't want tears to fall on these keys. I mightshort-circuit the system or something. ^o^ Thank you for listening to my feelings. I hope to till you again someday.
~Annalise
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Sweet Innocence of a Dirty Mind
This is a project I'm working on. It's a sort of roleplaying journal with all my characters and what they would be thinking or doing on certain days. Also, I shall post poetry and thoughts here too, so come back often~
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