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Today seems painful.
It's boring.
Drastic.

And it's hurting my heart on how these emotions feel.
I feel like doing something drastic or something, simply to make up for it. I want to do one of those things where I can rub it in people's faces and make them feel horrible immediately. Does that make me evil?


I feel horrible.
Horrible.
HOrrible.

I stayed today, home. No school today, since the finals just occured.

I think I'm going to talk to my sister today...With help on things internet wise. I can't believe I'm actually going to do that.

It'll be taken care of all, hopefully. I feel so sick.
And bored.

Now here's some pics of me cuting myself;
LAWL, kidding. I'm not a masochist. And if you're into that kind of thing, uhm. I am for you babeh. biggrin
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My streak of happiness lasted about long enough, but as I said before...
Everything is short lived for me.

Irony as it seems,
Marriage isn't something I look forward to. Am I a Libra anymore?

To tell you the truth, I'm not sure if I even want to have kids anymore. Heck, I feel homosexual.

Note to all who don't know: I'm pansexual actually, thank you very much. Or at least that's the best way to describe it.

Boys are a bit too much for me, and girls are abusive toward gentlemen. I guess I can't go either way.

When I go back to school Tuesday, I feel I made the bad output of my character, so I will be changing that all so people can recognize who I am truly or at least in some variant form. I will also be telling my crush I like her. To date? Personally, I don't really want to/care, I just rather have her know.

~ SSC