Oh my fricking gosh!!! My life is DYING right now!!! I have to deal with end-of-the-semester stress, friend stress, guy stress, and family stress!!! SOMEBODY FRICKING KILL ME!!!
I am going crazy... I'm even begining to yell at my friends, even if they didn't do anything wrong!!! I always have to argue, I ALWAYS HAVE to be right!!! Even though I literally am most of the time, I could still let the smaller things slide and get on with the freaking life that I don't have!!!
Yesterday I was ignoring Kevin because I'm tired of hearing lies from him... Like my friend Alicia said... Everything he says are lies, jokes, or somthing to get a reaction out of whoever he's talking to!!! I thought I could be patient, but since the rest of my life is spiraling downwards, I just can't help but tell everyone EVERYTHING THAT I FEEL!!! Luckily, he wasn't mad at me for it...
Also, Kevin likes this one girl named Courtney, which really sucks 'cause I like him... I couldn't go out with him because I like Devon also, and like I've told him and countless of other people, I'd suck as a girlfriend... T.T" Which is not cool considering I think I want a boyfriend now... Great isn't it???
And then Devon is going out with an eight grader named Jazzy now!!! EVEN THOUGH HE SAID THAT HE WAS GOING TO COMPLETELY STAY AWAY FROM RELATIONSHIPS FOR A L-O-N-G TIME!!! What a bunch of-... Yah, you should know what I mean... And from what I just heard, Jessi is R-E-A-L-L-Y mad at him... And the way she put it in the PM, it sounded like she's completely done talking to him, FOR GOOD!!! SO UNCOOL!!! I'm going to have to wait and see what she replies though...
And alot of people are mad at Stephanie now, 'cause she's a b***h and doesn't deserve any friends... But whatever, so I guess that's not drama... 'Cause I have no problem with it considering I'm not talking to her anymore and it's my own choice... XD XD XD Moving on...
There is also school-related stress... I DON'T WANT TO FAIL MY CLASSES!!! I'll get in BIG trouble with my parents, and I'd have to take some of my classes over!!! I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT!!! And I heard that my evil bus driver Cathy got fired... Well she isn't... Her dad just died, which is really sad... But I wish she got fired!!! >.< The family stress I'd rather not get into... There's a bunch of other things I was going to put in here, but I'm sick so I don't feel like typing anymore...
I am going crazy... I'm even begining to yell at my friends, even if they didn't do anything wrong!!! I always have to argue, I ALWAYS HAVE to be right!!! Even though I literally am most of the time, I could still let the smaller things slide and get on with the freaking life that I don't have!!!
Yesterday I was ignoring Kevin because I'm tired of hearing lies from him... Like my friend Alicia said... Everything he says are lies, jokes, or somthing to get a reaction out of whoever he's talking to!!! I thought I could be patient, but since the rest of my life is spiraling downwards, I just can't help but tell everyone EVERYTHING THAT I FEEL!!! Luckily, he wasn't mad at me for it...
Also, Kevin likes this one girl named Courtney, which really sucks 'cause I like him... I couldn't go out with him because I like Devon also, and like I've told him and countless of other people, I'd suck as a girlfriend... T.T" Which is not cool considering I think I want a boyfriend now... Great isn't it???
And then Devon is going out with an eight grader named Jazzy now!!! EVEN THOUGH HE SAID THAT HE WAS GOING TO COMPLETELY STAY AWAY FROM RELATIONSHIPS FOR A L-O-N-G TIME!!! What a bunch of-... Yah, you should know what I mean... And from what I just heard, Jessi is R-E-A-L-L-Y mad at him... And the way she put it in the PM, it sounded like she's completely done talking to him, FOR GOOD!!! SO UNCOOL!!! I'm going to have to wait and see what she replies though...
And alot of people are mad at Stephanie now, 'cause she's a b***h and doesn't deserve any friends... But whatever, so I guess that's not drama... 'Cause I have no problem with it considering I'm not talking to her anymore and it's my own choice... XD XD XD Moving on...
There is also school-related stress... I DON'T WANT TO FAIL MY CLASSES!!! I'll get in BIG trouble with my parents, and I'd have to take some of my classes over!!! I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT!!! And I heard that my evil bus driver Cathy got fired... Well she isn't... Her dad just died, which is really sad... But I wish she got fired!!! >.< The family stress I'd rather not get into... There's a bunch of other things I was going to put in here, but I'm sick so I don't feel like typing anymore...
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