i no today i seem im righting a lot its because i really like him and all i could do it type about it so here i go. niko one day me and niko had gone to the teen swim and now we are preety close and the day off the teen swim was a lot of fun tho. we had set off a couple of fire crackers and now i had gone to thte swim me and him were sitting beside each other anf he had 3 of his other friends. after he had told me that he was moving and as i was so upset i had bottled it up inside. i had been walking wiht him down the street about 11 o clock at night and he had kissed me. several times . i had thought for a second that he loved me but i thought after the kiss and what happens when we go out agian and we brake up i just dont want to get hurt in this and i really dont want to be the one in the end getting hurt. you know whats funny is that im not like other people i am a normal teen just wanting some help in this confusing world of hope hatbreaka dn people. i am not a nerd out cast or lovin annima sure its really kool but i dont want my life to be all about it. i am kinda popular and i hange with a lot ,of un cool people and popular people. werew do i belong in this place called earth. all i really have to say is thankx for your time and now its mine to let go and drop from this life time and come to a diffrent one were i have no idea what my past is this is also called the next life of mine. dont worry im not crazy justm letting out some keeped up feelings.
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