i woke up today and relized i have no feelings for niko i tried so hard but nothing. i felt free from him anmd now i have no resean for anything. i can live now in peace from this curse called love. its so weird how a day can change everything so weird too. yesterday i got jeliouse and now i feel really colm. i feel like nothing happend and i never had feeling for him. i think i can do whatever with him and not feel those things i have been feeling. to tell the truth i cant remeber being in love with him. he is nice but to maney problems. i dont no what happend but its a really good thing and i hope everyone can feel what im feeling right now... free. today i have to play soccer and i will run my hart out because my hart is in soccer not some guy. i can focus on something else for a change and its not niko. this may sound corny but its the most happesed day of my life in the love department. anything else i got so upset about crap i will tell you agian in a diffrent journal. i am going to right it into a diffrent journal becaue he desirves his own journal.
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How you ever actually TRIED to spell?
And how come you're avoiding me? scream If you avoid me once more when I say hello, I won't hold Lishia back. Ask Amanda Muller (I think that's her last name) if you need to know what this means.