Life's been going pretty well for me. I'm joining the track team at my school to help clear my mind from my everyday thoughts. It doesn't start 'till next Monday but I'm already training for it and it's helping already. Some of my friends are in it too so that should be fun. I'm really excited about it cause one of my friends that I haven't seen in awhile in it too!^-^ Anyways on a different note, one of my friends is in the hospital and there's a possibility that he has a tumer...I REALLY hope he doesn't have a tumer though. I lost someone else I knew but a tumer and I don't want to lose someone else...even if he is gone though at least god let me met him. SO right now my life has it's positives and it's negatives.School's not so great right now either. I hate sitting on my butt for 6 hours and learning nothing important. Plus I have to see someone there and whenever i see them it brings back too many memory's to take. I have to fight back tears so that no one sees my pain. Even though I act all hyper and happy and how I'm always loud...it's just because I'm trying to hide my pain. And if that wasn't enough i get bullied beyond belief....I hate it...all my friends ever talk about is there boyfriends and love life and really dont want to hear it. i even told one of them that i didn't want them talking about their love life in front of me and u know what they said? "Your just jealous!" that's what she said...God life sucks right now...cant wait till track starts so I can get all of this crap off my mind for awhile.I'll write more later.
 miroku fan 101 · Sat Mar 08, 2008 @ 05:46pm · 0 Comments |
