I didn't write this but when I read it, it reminded me of someone I know. If your reading this you know who you are.
I wonder what I did wrong for this to happen? If you still love me, why do we have to be just friends right now? There's no shame in having a girlfriend. You said you were crazy about me. You said I was on your mind 24-7. I can never stay mad at you for long. You have no idea how hard it is for me now that we're not boyfriend and girlfriend. When we were that, even if we couldn't talk for some time, I knew you'd always be there for me. I know you still are, but... it's still hard for me... *Crying* You have no idea how hard it is for me right now. When ever I see you get on, my heart starts to beat so I can hear it. When ever I talk to you, I can hear my heart beat. When ever I talk to you, I can hear my heart beating faster. I love you more than I care about my Mom. {That's Alot.} Did you even think about me when you did this to me?! You are the only one that can fix the broken promise. I don't cry at school because I don't want people to worry again. I acted happy at school, so no one will worry or ask what's wrong. Your picture is always in my mind. I was once told not to get too close to him, but I love him to much not to. I love you enough to wait for you. Your still my little puppy and I'm still your baby. There's not a day I don't wish you'd come up to my door and hug/kiss me. For the 1st time in my life, I don't know what to do. For the 1st time in my life, I don't want to do my best in school. For the 1st time in my life, I don't want to go to school. It may have only been a week, but it feels like it's been forever to me. It may have only been a week, but it feels like it's been hell to me. I'm always crying everyday. Can never calm down, even if I'm already am. I get in trable at school now because of it. I wonder if he even cares anymore? Whenever we talk, I can't stop shaking. Do you still love me the way I love you? Love is a battlefield and I will fight for it no matter what happens to me! {Inspired from the song "Love Is A Battlefield" by Pat Benatar} You can take away everything I have in my life, but you can't take away the love I have for him. Whenever you say to me, "I love you as a friend." It tears me apart each time. But, whenever you just say, "I love you," it fixes it..
miroku fan 101 · Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 05:33pm · 1 Comments |