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I'm so sick and tired of people. I'm so sick of living, so sick of the world, and so sick of this emptiness that I feel all the time. I'm sick and tired of people treating me like s**t. I'm sick of being used and tossed aside, sick of being disregarded as a human being. Alls I ever want is to be happy and enjoy life, and no matter what hardship or problem comes my way I play it off and act happy, hoping that it will make the pain go away. It's never worked the pain always stays and just eats away at me relentlessly. I'm sick of hiding behind a fake mask of happiness and letting everyone else think I'm okay when actually I'm just dying. I hate feeling so empty I want to make the empty pain disappear, and just fade away with it. I don't want to have to deal with it, I don't want to take it, and I don't want to just sit it out. None of it will ever work, it'll just slowly take me over and eventually erase who I am. I'm sick of feeling like I'm missing something, I'm sick of this invisible pain I feel but can't seem to diagnose. I don't know what it is, and I can't ever seem to find the right words to explain it. I want to know what the pain is and how to get rid of it. Honestly I'm so close to giving up, I really can't take it anymore, its killing me from the inside out, no more, I Give Up.