The guy I went to the carnival with asked me out so now we're going out. FYI hiss name's Spencer. I kinda like him but not all that much. I just thought I'd give him a chance even though he's younger then me, he's like SUPER tall!!!I still like my ex but what's new???Anyways I got advice from my friend. She said I should give Spencer a chance cause he likes me. Also since my ex broke up with me and I dont know why she said it would be a good idea. idk though...oh well she also told me to figure out which one cares about me more...probably not my ex...but ya never know so i'm gonna try and figure out. SO much drama!!!! Oh I found this one poem saying thingy that I really like. Here it is
Quote: Let me find the way to free myself from the pain i've felt for so long, the shadow that has been watching....staking me for years. I love you...but I wasn't able to love. I lost that ability and I cant get it back. I remember everything about you even though...you're a mystery to me. I still picture your face causing that pain to return, haunting my very existence.
I love that saying SO much!! 4laugh Oh here's a new poem I made.
Never Changed
I just want you to know
I never got to be me or show
As you walk away
I dont know what to say...
As tears come to my eyes
I silently whisper good-bye
You told me I changed too fast
I just didn't show me cause I wanted us to last
You told me I didn't have to lie
But I couldn't believe this so you said good-bye
You can save me from this lonliness I feel everyday
And I can save you from yourself I think in my head over the bay
The day you walked away
I had nothing to say
As I look up at the sky
All I want to do is die
I can see your smile in my head
As they lay me down to bed
You come to the funeral to see the corpse
But it's just to much to endorce
I'll tell you now so you dont have to wonder
The day you went away you broke my heart like thunder
So this is the reason I changed to the real me
The pain was just to real to be
 miroku fan 101 · Sun Mar 16, 2008 @ 05:16pm · 0 Comments |
