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Well, i made it. Today is my 16th birthday..and also one of the saddest days since i can remember. My mom and i use to joke around and plan for my 16 th birthday, the big day. We would come up with the epic birthday present and she would say " Wait till your 16th!" and here it is. the sweet 16th. i have been looking forward to this since i was 10 yrs old. and i made it. but i lost the one person i wanted to share it with.. isnt here to share it with, to make it all worthwhile. and now i need here more than ever.. God this is such a bittersweet day. How can i not be happy on my sweet 16? i demand a do over!.......... cry ... emo ... sad ..