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Lola's Randomness Just random stuff that I come up with or do, blogish mostly. If there's something that happens to me or I come up with then I'm going to try to post it here.


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Life makes you feel tiny when it's gone...
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Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people...






Yeah I had a blast until about eight last night. My parents got home from a family friends' house (they're really more like my aunt, uncle and cousins) and then after we picked up my hermy from my friends house my dad told me that a friend of mine had died. We went to the same school for grade seven and eight but then to different High Schools. Today was pretty rough.

She had broken up with her boyfriend and gone drinking with some friends but had an allergic reaction to the alcohol while walking home and died on the trails behind the school just a street over from her house. It was -20 Celsius and she died from exposure. Had there been school she might have been found the next day but instead they didn't find her until Friday. Of course in that time all the rumors started flying about how she had run away and such.

Now people at school seem to think she was into hard drugs and passed out because she was wasted. It's really upsetting for those of us who knew her. Because she didn't go to Mack (my school) only the people who knew her from elementary school or youth group knew her. The funeral is on Wednesday so a bunch of us are going to be going to that.

Really I think a lot of us are in shock. We did the whole minute of silence and the teachers all knew about it but still hearing all the rumors was terrible. I'm sure until the police 'confirm' what happened and where she was before and such they'll just keep building and building.


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So there it is my friend Shanna Douglas is dead. I'm floored totally and utterly floored. Shanna sweetie we're all going to miss you so much! How could life have gotten so bad that you had to risk it like that?

I don't know if there's a heaven or hell but if there is I'll see you one day. If there's not then I'm sure your soul, or spirit or personality -call it what you want- is floating around a part of the bigger universe. Something bigger then your tiny seventeen years. Happy birthday sweetie, where ever you are I hope your eighteenth birthday was a good one where ever you are.





 
 
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