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~lack of it~
i lack it all
self control, personality
i am just here
i am only here
here for a purpose, beyond myself that i cannot understand
why must it be this way?
my parents don't try enough, but they will see
they will see how i am, or may be
i can be much worse, but i have only that much control
i ask for help from those that understand me
but they cannot do much more than the rest
i am alone on this journey to free myself
and the beginning has long been started
my fears are endless, and my roads to freedom are seemingly endless
but i know there is a cure to this madness
i know there is a way to fix myself and everything wrong with me
you'll see
you will all see how much better i can be
understand this much
i will never give up on the way i live
survival is so far, but only so close
i will make it, and you will see how strong i can be
my promise to the world, i will succeed
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