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~this sickness~
this sickness won't leave me
i want him more than anything
i feel as if something will change between us
i feel as if i did something wrong
all because of something i read
i wanted to read it, and i got my consequences
when i started, the main characters
so similar to me and him
i met him when the characters met each other
i talked to him when they did
i love him like they do
but then i kept reading
and then something happened
the he character told the she character
that he will never see her again
that he didn't want her...
that created something, within the pit of my stomach
this feeling of sickness
this agony i have been feeling for awhile
when will it end?
i have to hear it
i have to hear him say something
anything
but i can't help but wonder
would he say those things...?
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