"You are the sun,
the moon,
the stars."
But do i really know you?
you stand there so familiar,
yet i feel like a stranger.
One moment,
seems ages ago,
we agreed to be together.
But now, i don't meant to hurt,
But you seem so far off,
Like a gap i stretched between us,
I don't blame you.
I blame myself,
for not being me.
I hid in this shell,
on the verge of breaking,
and is forgetting how to trust.
I don't mean for you to waste your time,
because i fear thats what you are doing.
you are open to love,
and here i am,
unsure,
and i envy you for it.
Its my fear to love,
because i don't want to lose.
My fear of myself,
and what i may choose,
what others may think,
and ,
god forbid,
my fear of the truth.
Not to mention,
I never thought "We" would ever be.
I never thought that was even meant to be!
So you see,
Im to blame, and not out of shame...
If you want to leave, i would understand.
I wouldn't rejoice, and would shed my tears and move on!
I want you to stay, don't get me wrong!
i want to be you confidant,
you friend,
and all yours i as a whole i admit!
But maybe another time?
my heart and mind ask sadly.
So please,
come out of your shy,
comfortable shell,
and tell me how you feel.
Because I fear that we will fall apart,
before this gap is healed.
...
heart
the moon,
the stars."
But do i really know you?
you stand there so familiar,
yet i feel like a stranger.
One moment,
seems ages ago,
we agreed to be together.
But now, i don't meant to hurt,
But you seem so far off,
Like a gap i stretched between us,
I don't blame you.
I blame myself,
for not being me.
I hid in this shell,
on the verge of breaking,
and is forgetting how to trust.
I don't mean for you to waste your time,
because i fear thats what you are doing.
you are open to love,
and here i am,
unsure,
and i envy you for it.
Its my fear to love,
because i don't want to lose.
My fear of myself,
and what i may choose,
what others may think,
and ,
god forbid,
my fear of the truth.
Not to mention,
I never thought "We" would ever be.
I never thought that was even meant to be!
So you see,
Im to blame, and not out of shame...
If you want to leave, i would understand.
I wouldn't rejoice, and would shed my tears and move on!
I want you to stay, don't get me wrong!
i want to be you confidant,
you friend,
and all yours i as a whole i admit!
But maybe another time?
my heart and mind ask sadly.
So please,
come out of your shy,
comfortable shell,
and tell me how you feel.
Because I fear that we will fall apart,
before this gap is healed.
...
heart
