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"Yes. she is dead.I'm sorry to have brought this news to ya son,i really am."The voices last sentence.
I closed my phone. looked up at the sky and looked down at my feet.tears had been pouring down my face so much that my eyes were numb. In a matter of a day I had lost my family and my mind.I walked out of the fair grounds,by now all the rides were closed and light were turned off.
If you haven't guessed by now the call i received was to tell me that Nissa's mom...My mom..our mom,had committed suicide.She heard that her daughter was killed.She jumped out of a seven story office building.Head first.
I found myself walking in the bike trail woods,rain pouring on my hair.I didnt care.I couldn't. My love was taken from me.And so was the women that treated me like a son.
I had to find out who did this,who ruined my life.By now tears had dried and anger had replaced them.I walked alone through the woods until I reached the clearing into my neighborhood.I stepped into the house.no light came from inside.
The house seemed almost deathly quiet,why wouldn't it? Two people did just die.
I climbed the stairs to Nissa's room, looked around. Tears took me again.I ran out of the house.oh and i had picked a knife up before i left.I would end it now.so i could be with my family. End it now so i wont feel the pain.The rain dripped on the blade.Life was moving fast now.A thousand thoughts racing in my head one after another.faster and faster.
Blood poured from my hand.I couldn't do it.I stabbed my hand instead.I ran in the house after noticing the blood kept coming. on the table was a towel.I rapped my hand tight. I looked in the drawer next to the stove,I found matches and in the garage i found a canister of gasoline. i began to pour the gas through out the house. I ran up stairs and into Nissa's room there on her table was a heart shaped necklace.I took it and ran down stairs. I turned the stove on. Took one last look behind me and ran out of the house.
"Im sorry Nissa."I thought aloud.And with thous last words,swiped the match across the box,it lit. A little piece of hell I thought as I stood staring at the match. I looked at the house one last time and through the match into the door way the house quickly lit.I stood there hypnotized by the flames.
The sounds of sirens came almost moments later.I ran before they could see who it was who caused the fire. I ran into the bike trail. smoke billowed out of the place i once called home as i ran into the bike trail i found something.It was a note. I opened it. And on the rain soaked piece of paper read this
"1422. Colton Lane." I started to run.