Reaching
Why do you not hear me screaming?
My heart, for you, is beaming
You don't even see me as I walk by
I look down at the ground and sigh
We've been through it all
And now you're ignoring my call?
I'm reaching for you
Though one day this would come, I knew
As you walk away
There's only one thing I have to say
It wasn't supposed to end in this mess
For me more is less
So walk away with your last lie
Just know that I'm going to die
(just got betrayed so i felt like writing.)
Running
You beat me for the last time
I'm as silent as a mime
Next time you come around
You won't hear a sound
I'll be gone
You'll look for me at dawn
I only have the cloths on my back
I'll run until I come to the shack
This is where I always go
If you cared you would know
Though if you cared
I wouldn't have to run away cause you would've shared
As I run I fall to my knees
How can this be happening to me?
You were supposed to be the love of my life
But you stabbed me with a knife
I wish it didn't have to end this way
It is now almost day
I'm running out of time
When you find me you'll shine
I keep on running so you wont find me
Why can't you just let me be?
You'll beat me like a rug
In my heart this hold you've dug
Long after this hell is over
This pain will remain I'm sure
But for now I worry about you my love
Though you've beaten me like a doll you'll always be my dove
(My bf doesn't hit me...but sometimes his words hurt more then anything punch or slap EVER could...)
Try to Fly
Her heart was filled with pain
Unspoken words of fear
Her mind was full of thoughts
And eyes were filled with tears
Her life had no light
Her laughter hid her cries
Her stories were untold
Her action were all lies
No one to lend a hand
To care or care her thoughts
She's left alone and scared
With painful battles fount
Empty, scared and lonely
Her life is left unfill
To fly when you're not free
To fly without free will
She has tried so many time
But now it's all gone
The day you went away
She was left alone at dawn
You said you'd never leave
That you'd be there by her side
Then you walked away
That's the day she died
Punches had been thrown before
But that was the final blow
Thanks to you she fell apart
Though she'll never let is show
She walks with a smile on here face
So don't you worry today
She's still laughing;she's still smiling
But a secret was locked away that day
Though she'll try to fly
She'll try to move on
She'll try not to cry
She'll try at dawn
It ended in vain
She wrote you a note
You threw it away
You let her drown in a moat
As she disappears
She goes up to the sky
You finally see her shine
But it's too late;you let her die
(just a poem i wrote about how I've tried to move on in life(flying) but haven't been able to because of some ppl)
I know...
I know that some things stay the same and alot has changed
But I remember when we used to hang
You've move on now, you walk right on by
But I feel different, I still want to cry
I miss all the smile, the laughs that we shared
The peace that we tendered and the love the cared
But some things will start and some will be done
And to live in the past, the future won't come
Though I smile, laugh and say things are fine
Some things stay separate and some things combine
I smile cause we're friends, I cry cause that's all
These things between us, this big giant wall
And we'd spend hours on the phone,
How now we barely even talk
It's more then I can bare, I can hardly walk
But I shouldn't complain, we're still friends
But sometimes friends can lead to the end
(I wrote cause i still have feelings for my ex, while he's moved on. This is for anyone that's been left alone with only pain and there love to feel.)
 miroku fan 101 · Fri Apr 04, 2008 @ 02:35am · 0 Comments |
