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its finally reached the point were i cant take it. i hate these things i feel for others. i dont like knowing people. they are either so much more beautiful when you dont know them or they are to beautiful once you know them. either way its bad. but more then that i hate when people know me. i dont like being happy and i dont like caring...about anything. but people have made me care. so now im going to be the bitchy girl that i am and go and hide for a while. i hope that if i hide long enough that they all will forget. its sad i guess...but i cant handle feeling.

hmmm that sounded emo. oh well. i really do like the people i know. they are so awesome. but im not and i dont make things better for anyone. so...yeah i will go back to hiding in my room and talking to others only enough to get me through. people really do scare me more then they should. ha i find this all so funny.