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Just use to it Confessions of my Sorrow



It's sad, but I feel the same, even when she's there.
Sorrow and despair is what i feel and everyday it haunts my heart.
I suffer...the worse type of death...a slow and miserable death.
No matter what i do...It always happens to me.

My Heart, already wounded, takes more then it can handle.
I,ve taken many stabbs and bullents, but it never ends.
I,ve cryed my eyes dry, but even then, I cry blood.
It's my void that takes my hear in it's grasps.

I went insane when she said goodbye. Just the fact she was gone.
My sun, my moon. all gone...just with one word.
It was the pain that was truly unbearable...it killed me.
It was a knife sharp enough to end everything...just from one word.

I want to smile again. but it's hard to smile with no sky.
All i have is rainy days from a cloudless sky...what's worse is it never ends.
My sorrow keeps raining as my happines will never shine again.
I can't fell anymore, the rain froze my nerves...and shut my heart.

But, it's not rage in my heart. it's not fury... but my sorrow.
When i watch the sky, I see a bird with beautiful blue wings.
It flys with no worry and free, just watching it makes me happy.
Just watching it allows me to have faith in her.....