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I have serious bad relationship issues or something. I hate getting close and opening up to guys, but I also want to be in a serious relationship. You know...deep down inside of me somewhere. 3nodding Besides all that! When I actually try to get out there and date, the guys I like don't like me, or I can't seem to do the right stuff! Can't get his attention or I'm just not his type, or I am just ignored. I'll admit, I am shy when it comes to guys I like. Any other guy and I can be a loud mouth just like I am to my friends. I just can't start a conversation! stressed I can totally carry one on if he starts it, but nuh uh. You couldn't even pay me to start one.

Maybe there is something wrong with me. Guys just don't approach me. stare My friend says that I might be "intimidating". What the ******** is that? rofl Mmmk. She says I look like a badass or something. Honestly that is a compliment! But dang... Come on guys! Grow some balls! Approach me! scream I don't want to be single anymore! All of my friends seem to be getting hooked up and, once again, I will be the last single person... It's lonely being the third wheel, no matter how much I deny it. I haven't kissed a guy or anything! I want to!! It is so ******** annoying to be constantly single-without anyone to crush even-and to still not have been kissed. Sad... rolleyes

I am just a jynx. Guys must like....think I am too much of a friend to date. Well fine then! Screw it... I'll just try to...look...for someone. It is so hard! I can't find anyone. gonk

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