My Jacob died from leucimia this memorial weekend...the world is so hollow and alone without him here, though i know he's still here with me...just in a different way. I wish I could just cry and mope all day, but I promised him I wouldn't miss him, I would remember him. Also, he told me I couldn't miss him because he's not gone...he's still in my heart, the sun that shines on my hair, the wind brushing the leaves around...he's still here and I know that...I just wish he was still by my side. Anyways I dedicate this song to him.
Cancer By: My Chemical Romance
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
 miroku fan 101 · Fri May 30, 2008 @ 08:03pm · 0 Comments |
