Yes, yes, here I go again... -.- rather moody trip... I can't help it... It's not my fault. It's not like I -want- to be dark and moody and easily depressed... I try to be happy, really I do! I even smile...and then I notice and it just kinda goes away again...
*sigh* I want to write and I want to draw, but lately I haven't been able to do either... It like...so totally annoys the hell out of me its not even funny... I pick up paper and go to draw but then I can't. Or, like earlier, I went to sketch out some stuff for the characters of my Demon's Mirror manga, but I suddenly didn't feel like doing anything -.- it sucks. I hate it...
And then there's RP... I'm in several, but for some reason, I just feel like I shouldn't be... Like I probably shouldn't have applied or something and I should just not bother... I guess it's because everyone either is preoccupied by other characters or I'm not doing it right or something. I don't know... I've already had a few RPs die on me and it sucks -.- I was really looking foreward to them.
Ah well... what can you do, right? Bitching and whining isn't really going to help it at all... Hell, it doesn't even make me feel better -.- so there's no real point... *shrug* Oh well... better out than in, I guess...
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That would be me.
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