This week has been amazing.
I start my exams, I feel like I did well, and then right in the middle of it, I'm out of town. i go to Fredricton to see the love of my life. She was graduating and her prom was June 17th, and she invited me as her date! For the past two weeks I think I counted the days. everyday I said to my self or someone how many days. Then the night came. I had lunch with her and her family, and my mom and grandmom joined to. but man, did she every look so pretty in that dress she wore for lunch. After we ate we hanged in her room. I tried to sneek my grad gift to her as I stole a kiss, but sadly I dazed out from her sweet kiss. Though finally I rememebered to give her the preasent, and that smile was worth seeing. i got her pearl neckless and pearl earings. after that we met at the Delta Hotel, once more I was in a daze at her Beauty. The prom dress she had on was stunning, but not as stunning as she her self. I was in a tux, and glad to be cause I think she liked me in the tux. After so many pictures and visiting people, we walked on the red carpet to the prom. She intorduced me to her friends, who I must say were intresting people. After the Grand March we chatted and dance. i couldn't help my self, but stare at her. Surprisingly she stayed by my side threw it. I felt so happy, even when she teased me with her kisses. I felt closer and closer to her, and then came the last dance...man, I didn't want the song to end, I didn't want to let her go, i just wanted to enjoy the moment with her. The feeling of being there, with her, calm and collected, never felt like that before.
I had a little problem, kissing her good night, couldn't stop kissing her. I was sad when she left, but I hopped with joy to my room in the Delta. (heh kept humming to) All threw the night I thought of her, not sure if I was dreaming or day dreaming.
The next day, she came over for breakfast, that was awesome, my mom and her seemed to have a good time talking which I guess means they can stand each other. after that we went swimming in the hotels pool. heh we were the only ones there. it was relaxing, we swam and giggled and I found a new tickle spot on her. (heehee)after the swim we looked at some of the pictures on the laptop, some of the prom, some of my life. she giggled at a whole bunch of them, sigh. then just before we left, I gave her my favorite chain. Told her to give it back in July when I see her next. once more I hated leaving her, and saying good bye. on the car ride home I kept thinking of her,(heh just like at pays) and could hardly study for the rest of my exams.
I do my exams, still love sick and get my hours for work. After that I write a peom about the prom night, I just couldn't help it, she inspires so much in me, yet when I try to write it down, I stuggle to get it just right, I want it perfect for her. Today I had my final exam, finished it and then went to this Archeological dig site and digged for a few hours, man was it fun. found some cool stuff for the muesum/university. After that I talked with her on msn, she's getting ready for Gradution ceremony and Safe Grad. I'm alittle worried about it, but I trust her. I guess it's just me being stupid and wanting to be with her.*sigh*
Never felt this way. never had so many emotions going on and on. I was always iced in my heart, by now, I feel a fire that won't stop burning. even if I don't make her feel that way, all I care about is she being happy and free. How did I ever find a pearl like her? I might never know, all I know is...I love Jen Murray.
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