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Dark Heart: Do you really think they know how to care?

Eclipse: Everyone has a chance.

Dark Heart: Why do you lie to yourself?

Eclipse: I don't lie to myself! I...

Dark Heart: You know why they are like that! They never really cared. They just used you for support and forgot you.

Eclipse: ...but that's not what happened...

Dark Heart: You know its true. How can a child understand anything it hasn't gone through before. They are lost little kids who don't know what they are talking about. They repeat everything that makes sense without knowing what they are saying.

Eclipse: Bul***it! I know they are not like that!

Dark Heart: Another lie to yourself. Wake up and understand the situation! You're pathetic if you can't see the truth.

Eclipse: I'm not denying myself the truth. I know what I see.

Dark Heart: And you mix it up with false hopes. You know better than that! Its all but a dream that has to end at one point or another.

Eclipse: No...I'm no better...

Dark Heart: You have brought yourself down to intentional ignorance so you don't have to accept the truth that they don't care!

Eclipse: ...

Dark Heart: Am I being to hard on you? LOL!

Eclipse: I just wish things were different. I wish that things could be better. It's maddening that they have the potential to be more, yet they loose them selfs to distractions.

Dark Heart: Why won't you accept this truth about humans?

Eclipse: Hope is all I have. All humans have.

Dark Heart: Hope is like perfection, they are both illusions.

Eclipse: Then I guess there is only one to trust.

Dark Heart: It's about time you saw that. And you know its not more than one.

Eclipse: But why?

Dark Heart: Because that's how it is. Life is a pathetic thought that cannot be controlled. Once you realize how useless it is, you learn to depend on yourself alone. For you are the only one that exist in any one reality. Why depend on an illusion?

Eclipse: I hate you. You're like religion, you mix up truth with assumptions!

Dark Heart: So do you! LOL!

Eclipse: ...I...do...#@$%!

Dark Heart: Now wake up!

Eclipse: okay...I...I...*sigh*...I don't know what to do...

Dark Heart: You do! But you let your weak side control you!

Eclipse: I,...you're my weak side!

Dark Heart: LOL! We are one of the same! LOL!

Eclipse: ...I can't win...

Dark Heart: No, you can't...no one can. Unless...

Eclipse: Unless what?

Dark Heart: Unless you don't care.

Eclipse: And give up who I am?

Dark Heart: Yes

Eclipse: Then I will never win...