You once told me you loved me,
And I said the same.
You were supposed be my first, my last, my only.
But whenever I need you, you never came.
You and I,
Were supposed to be forever.
Why did you let it die?
Don't you remember?
Was I just another mark on the wall?
Another heart you broke.
Did you do this just to see me fall?
You were my only hope.
You promised me you would never hurt me,
You swore you would protect me.
Was it all one big ******** lie?
Because for the first time in a long time,
I felt my heart ache with love.
So as you say goodbye,
I sit here wondering how I was so blind.
And as I plunge deeper into the dark,
The world above...
Starts to disappear...
As I lay in this scarlet hate,
I still wonder why I could not see.
Were you always fake?
Was it all to hurt me?
Deep in the shadow of my mind I lay,
Wondering why I let my heart feel.
Whenever you needed me I was there.
But when I am on my knees screaming at the top of my lungs,
You just didn't care.
Leave me be in this world of shadows you have created.
I watch the past dance with the future,
And I laugh as the present mocks them.
I cry out for you, yes, you the one who shall be forever hated,
But you don't answer.
You throw me aside at your whim...
So here I lie holding the shards of my heart in the palm of my hand.
Alone,
Cold,
Forever forsaken...
You were nothing more than just another lie in my world... So why did you feel like the first truth of my life? Well congrats cuz now I shall love no more...
Forever </3
 Alucarda Incarnate · Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 08:01am · 0 Comments |
