Hey, thar. :/ I haven't been feeling the best. I ran away from home for about an hour yeterday... I was so stupid to do that. I honestly thought no one cares. I'm sounding Emo, aren't I? Well, the thing is, I have been teetering on the edge of sanity for a while. >< Seriously... I have been BOSSED around, yelled at unreasonably and dissapointed for a time since I've been in Massachusetts. I even missed my friend Tae's party because I'm not in Virginia. I really have been sad lately. I just want to go to Otakon and feel free, but I don't even know if I'm going now... I've been holding back from spending our $150 dollars JUST to go to Otakon. My friends will be there. I know my uncle doesn't have the money or the patience to let my friends come over. No one seems to want to let me have ANY legitimate friends. My Gram says their all ******** up for NO reason... God. :/ I wanna go home. Maybe then my gram won't randomly b***h at me and I won't get so pissed off... Kinda ironic color scheme for such a journal entry, isn't it? D:
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