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can you read that?
i cant.
ok lets get to the point...

my old school has to many bad memories... every place has its secrets... but my old school had good memories too... i wish somethings would work my way sometimes... its had to bad smart if most people dont listen... cause when i was in a group doing something like we would have done it faster if they listen to me in the first place but they didnt so we were late to be back, but i had the idea and i was the brains... im smarter because of afew reasons and i've said them a lot and if you paid attention then you would know the reasons...ive gained ive lost, everyone goes through that but if i didnt stop thinking of the bad i would say ive lost more than i have gained but now that ive thought of the good i can see that i would be wrong i gain stuff everyday... i never said i wanted it but i gain a lot. i've lost the need to do stupid stuff unless its not stupid and i would do that thong out of free will and i wouldnt do it for attention. i thought that i need all the attention in the would but i dont and beeing ignored is annoying but i have been through that to many times to can now