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Okay then? Yeah.....Believe in one last person and this is what you get......Honestly I shouldn't be complaining or anything. Brenda is having a much harder time than I am. I'd just like to not think or feel anything again.....Maybe ever again.......Why do you believe and get your heart crushed? Why do you trust fully and not get trusted back? Why anything.....

Posted by: Harui_Cho Thu Jul 24, 2008 @ 02:23am

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Commented on: Wed Jul 30, 2008 @ 08:47pm


	Ann, i'm trying. I really am. And soon, i'm positive i'll be able to fully open up to you again. kisses gently

Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 06:38pm


	I know you are.....at least in some ways.....and you're doing a good job of it too....Thanks for the attempt. kisses back You're too sweet.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 07:15pm


	I'm sorry I stopped trsusting you fully...It won't happen again. cuddles

Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 07:37pm


	It's okay. I really am thankful for all you've done. Except for about 3 of my friends, I can't really say people trust me fully and why, I'm finding out they think things that aren't true or believe it's something I shouldn't know based on who I am, what I am....You make me happy just knowing you are trying and you aren't trying as hard as others to keep things from me.....cries softly I don't care if it happens again or not. wraps arms tightly around neck Arigato.

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Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 09:01pm


	Unfortunately for me, more people trust me than i trust them. When so many of my friends are having problems, it's painful and really hard...hugs tightly I love you with all my heart Ann...wipes tears away and kisses Please don't cry.

Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 09:15pm


	That's not your fault. Everyone's trust is different based on what they have to deal with and who they're trusting. You're just someone people can look to easily to get a free hug from if nothing else. Stop thinking that you're so weak in some areas because you really aren't. kisses softly Noruko-chan, it's the price you've got to pay if you want people around to help you as well....hugs back I love you too....kisses back and sniffles slightly I'll try not to. It's more of a slightly sad, mostly happy kind of crying...

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Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 09:50pm


	I know...But, it's hard keeping so many depressing secrets to myself...kisses back I know...rubs your back If you really need to, please cry on my shoulder. kisses gently

Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 10:15pm


	Baka. Use your head. If people are burdening you, either say so or do something about it. No matter how much you promise, you can't hurt yourself too much or it will ruin you. Sometimes it's best to let some things go. That doesn't mean blab about it, but get help from someone else or you'll be beyond the point of help soon enough...You're doing a good job, just take it easy before you hurt yourself worse than you should...snuggles It's all right. Moment passed by already. Thanks for the offer. kisses back

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Commented on: Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 10:33pm


	But, they need me...How can I tell them no??? that'd be mean...kisses Okay. You can always cry to me though.

Commented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 03:08am


	You sound like a mother...Fine. You have to find some way to work with them so both of you are well off. I'm not going to give you any solutions unless you're that bad off because you need to work with them on this, tell them you can't help, or go down the drain by continuing...kisses back I know. Believe me, I'll use you if I need to badly enough. cuddles You better do the same. I love you so very dearly....You are everything that makes up my life, my world, and everything I know....Please take care of yourself and above all be happy....

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Commented on: Fri Aug 01, 2008 @ 05:56am


	Gomen. Well, it wasn't just one person. 3 of my online sisters were having some really bad problems. And, they needed to talk about it with me. Oh, you remeber my friend Rin? The one who said she wouldn't ever fall in love again for fear of getting hurt? Well, just recently, she fell in love, and then less than a month later, he dumped her...Grr...Too many of my friends have had their heart's broken...Sarah broke up wih her boyfriend in LA. She wants to get married by May...sighs Rachel's dating again, and her kids all love Teddy, and Anna, well, I can never keep track on which boyfriend she's on. sighs At least Ariel's problem was that she was pissed she got a ticket. pulls you close and kisses Thank you...And, I promise to cry on your shoulder when needed...Ann, I live for you. You are my life. You hold my heart in your hands. I promise you that I will take care of myself, and I promise that I will try to stay happy. (Holy crap! eek I made a rhym!!)

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