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All of My Memories Keep You Near~ It's been really hard with the move. I....I don't know if anyone really knows how hard it's been on me. I only like this place for it's beauty. The rest of it I just struggle to get through so I don't have time to think about anything excluding the pain of that moment. And yet it gets to times like these when I can think. And I do. What I have most valued because it has most eluded me is friendship and love. If it weren't for my online family who has stuck by me despite how far we've always been, I wouldn't have been able to go so far. Never could I do so. And yet, I expected my friends to have been a bit more kind. I don't know why. It's really a pointless thing to dwell upon. Yet it's true. I can't trust upon the friends I have here because they barely notice me. As for my friends back home.....Forget them. They've slipped too far away from me now and I don't think it'll change. I thought they had cared about me more, but I was wrong!!! So stupidly wrong!!!! Gosh, except for Nanami who never gives much anyways, they've all pretty much forgotten me in there own special ways. In their thoughts and attitudes, I've literally disappeared. And I don't want to pretend everything is just peachy for their sakes anymore because I'm sick of caring about them!!!! sobs ..........And so as it always was back then, what I so desperately needed yet again leaves me exposed and beaten.........

Posted by: Harui_Cho Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 08:59pm

~Venus Versus Virus~

Virus hunting never looked so hot.

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Commented on: Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 09:42pm


	hugs tightly Don't worry Ann. Everything'll be alright. kisses softly I know it will. Now then. What can I do to help?

Commented on: Tue Sep 02, 2008 @ 03:48pm


	hugs back I really do hope so. kisses back You please me greatly. Thank you... strokes hair You're already doing enough by talking to me.

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Commented on: Thu Sep 04, 2008 @ 06:26am


	I promise you Ann. Everyhing will turn out alright in the end. snuggles You're welcome. I'll do wha I can to help. kisses nose I love you Ann...

Commented on: Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 01:41am


	I believe you. And even if it weren't to improve for some reason, I'm more than willing to focus my attention on other things. kisses behind ear and whispers Much more important things...sparkles I could so run away on purpose and cover you in kisses if I wasn't sick right now. You have no idea how much of a help you really are for me. rests head against shoulder I love you too...

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Commented on: Fri Sep 05, 2008 @ 02:25am


	Mmmh..Other things sound wonderful...kisses lips It really is too bad you're sick...nuzzles I would love for you to smother me in kisses...kisses You mean the world to me Ann. strokes hair Kirei-seito.

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