Over the past eight hours or so, I have been thinking about something... My mom pointed it out to me last night, and I've come to the conclusion that what she has told me is true... Everyday while my mom, and her boyfriend who is living with us goes to work, and gets things done around the house even after they come home, I sit around, and do nothing but talk to my friends here on Gaia all day until I have to go to work when I have plenty of time to get things done around the house to make things easier on them. I've been told that I need to take responsibility for my actions, which I already do, but I have not been doing anything about the results of my actions when something goes wrong. Rather, I rely on other people to help me fix my own problems, which should not always be the case. I need to learn to do things for myself at times, and I'm gonna have to learn to deal with the mistakes I make, learn from them, and keep going. Of course this is easier said than done, but I plan on trying my best to take care of whatever needs to be taken care of, whenever it's needed. This also ties into what I've been doing over the past couple of days - joining a guild that has changed the way I look at life, and making new friends that are as passionate as I am, if not more, about doing what we can for people. From this mistake I have made, I learned that I need to be more responsive to the things going on around me, listen to my heart, and follow my instincts; not just when it comes to my friends, but with family, work, and with everything. From now on, I'll try my best to do what I can for those around me. It's the least I can do to make up for the things I have, and haven't done when I had the chance.
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I am currently working on a story of sorts... I would appreciate constructive criticism. Please don't talk badly about it, because a lot of my own emotions went into creating this, mostly as a way to keep the thoughts in my mind under control.
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Saito-Nichi
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