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Aurgh....I feel so drained right now. Not that I've done anything relatively challenging lately...just gotten up about half an hour early. A whole half hour. I need to stop going to bed at 3 in the morning. But...it just feels so awesome! I mean, summer! I'm drinking it in and loving it. Unfortunately, there's only 1 month left of it. Then Oakland. It's been a very unproductive summer. Just sorta chilling. Enjoying being done with school. Jen keeps asking me if I'm looking forward to the Grizz, and I honestly can't say I am. I'm just so sick and tired of school...I mean, 12 years of nonstop s**t and now I'm finally, well, left alone. No over the summer homework to do, no books to read, no friends I need to call. We had the conversation earlier today and I said that I was just enjoying myself and being alone. Enjoying my own company. It's like Annie Wilkes said, if you can't enjoy your own company, you're not very good company for anyone else. ...or something like that. wink Hm. Океан Ельзи isn't too bad. at first I hated the dude's raspy old voice but the more I listen to it, the more I kinda enjoy it. Damn, I wish I understood Ukrainian. hell, I wish I understood Russian! I guess I'm getting there. An update in the ever-interesting Russia rave! Well, I did some reading on Visas and Russian Federation travel crap. Maybe I don't know much about international travel, but it seems like a butt-load of crap you have to do. I'm sure there are good reasons for having the system they have, but...I just wanna spend a couple weeks in Russia with friends sightseeing! gonk Urgh...yeah, I guess it makes sense on different levels and under other circumstances, but not really mine. What am I complaining about, anyway? Also, I did a teeny bit of research on passports and even asked mom about it once. she said it probably wouldn't be a bad idea, but never mentioned it again. And I was right, they cost just a little over 100$. How did Anastasia and Tania manage to afford all this stuff? Traveling, especially out of the country, costs so much money. Even - I mean, chicago was - the hotel alone, like 300$ atleast for the 1 room 1 night deal, and we got charged more for over-parking (my ******** a**, over parking...) then the aquarium was 100$ for the 4 of us, there was the 400 miles there and 400 miles back worth of gas...agh. But I guess if I was in Russia, I wouldn't be driving, or staying at a hotel, or seeing any expensive museums (except Hermitage, that's a MUST). Hm. I feel kind of weird about telling Nastya that I'm coming to see her, I'm going to stay at her house for 2 weeks, and that Jen is coming along. <<We know all about jen. I dunno, it's just kinda like...any more demands? Maybe I won't mention it if she doesn't. I'll get the passport and Visa just in case I'd ever travel (cause if I don't end up seeing her or visiting her, I'm still going to Russia some day in the near future) everything will be in line and work out alright. I don't know how long they last before expiration. Longer than a year, I know that for sure. All that legal work bullshit better last longer than a year. I actually don't want to talk about Russia anymore. It kinda makes me tired. And my knees are hot from the laptop...and my hands hurt from craning to reach the keyboard. Jen's bitching about running out to Kohls to buy yet another comforter for her bed. It's the middle of summer...don't ask me what she needs a quilt for anyway. Well I guess I shouldn't complain. I like going to Kohls, even if I don't really buy anything. In fact I never buy anything. I'm super pissed right now because yesterday i had 50$ in my account and now I've got 30$. and I didn't buy anything. Jen said sometimes it takes a little while to update, and true, I did buy some things off etsy. I didn't think I bought a lot, but looking back at my purchase history I guess I did. A lot of things. I've discovered the fine art of online shopping and splurged big time. I actually haven't put anything on my kohls card since school got out. Even before then...yeah, way before then. When mom said to stop buying things so she could get it paid off. anyway, I see tons of things I want...like shoes, maybe some sunglasses, accessories. The actual shirts at kohls have gone to s**t, I'm sorry to say. And we got a paper from old navy and the stuff didn't look too good in there, either. Really makes me want to start making my own clothes. I have a couple little ideas, you know....if only mom would show me how to use the sewing machine. Then I'd also finish my curtains. Cause a blue/white/brown room kinda looks like s**t with pink curtains and these huge stains from God knows what on the bottoms of them...condensation, from the winters, i'm sure. But still it's kinda growdy. LOL Vertigo sounds so funny listening to it with only the right ear-bud in. hahah, bono, you silly little ********.... KAY, so I'll be right back. Need to go to KOHLS. !.
ThaddeusTheThird · Thu Jul 31, 2008 @ 12:30am · 1 Comments |
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